looking for god
April 2, 2007
There was a great big discussion here. On love. [Yes, that is the Squirrel That Looked Like Hitler post get over it read comments.] Slumber party talk. Late night talk. Girl about boy talk. Sulya said something so smart about love in another forum I posted that instead of even talk. But —
I thought about it.
People who get shot out of cannons who have broken every bone — twice — will still climb back in cannons.
People hurt by love without a single broken bone will quit and never go back.
Sometimes I think if you spend love ill you use up your time and chances and that is it for you.
Sometimes I think the act of loving can be so damaging there is no coming back from that you are just forever broken and cannot be fixed.
And sometimes I think —
That I think too damn much.
Here is what I know.
It does not matter how much you love another person.
It matters who you become with another person.